BbLeen

Am so drain out and i have take notice CNY falls on this weekend.Everyone will be busy with e usual routine shopping,getting into the mood preparing for goodies and spring cleaning ect.By now,i guess am done with my shopping though am never enough being greedy.Preparations are made beforehand examples sending invites and top 10 things i must do and the list goes on. Alway a must and i am never late either a spare for important matter regards the family.There is so much work when it comes to festival season where everybody unites to celebrate the joyful time of the year 2010.This year will be easy as Valentine's day falls on e first day of CNY which is the 14th feb.Gathering all peoples,relatives and close ones receive the double blessing for the special day.I guess this year would make no different with the list for buffet,dinner and drinks on the house with all the gambling and on going activity.No worry for me as my part is to be present to collect red packets and keep people entertain.Subjective to adults would know better of the guidelines for an in house party.Let with paying attention for the kids and elderly manner.Other then that i have grown another year older should be keeping myself occupy.I just forgot to keep the dogs away from children are a hazard to my pets.Blending in the mood cant wait to end the night early for after plans.Home session used to be good,since rules n regulations are banded,parties just keep getting better around my neighbourhood with friends of mine around.Till then another day driven pass for the upcoming day.The speciality would only be me being goodytool shoe for that special day. :)

P.s: I am always bored here in SG and I can repeat e same music over 100times.Walking dead,i let with no lives.Basically a lost kid roaming on earth,what worst happens when ur already half stuck living in hell?Heaven knows how much this have given me a chance to rot till my dying day i see no hope for the future and send my dad a bliss.Times are bad you not want to suffer so do as you are told and save the trouble.It is always a courtesy to offer and share with peoples as you are not alone leaving in this world.Neither do i believe in loneliness are created in the mind,voices that talks in your head.The mind is used for the brain to function all movements in a Human Garbage.I called it left my textbooks back with my lectures,i forgot school.Hopeless by now all good things should come to an end.So much for the happy ending,fun times are never enough.Down to earth,back to zero i was a heroinc saving myself by keeping a distance from my advanturous side of theory(confidential) and take limits i have changed to what mostly become of a women,a mother to be infuture?I cant believe i am doing it for e sake,only god knows how i have to be good.Memories huants nothing left broke me down to fix the missing pieces in my life.Never the less,I do believe in reputation in revenges,circles of karma and vengeance.I still believe in fairytales and bedtime stories,where reality happens just for you to learn while growing up.Peoples make mistake its common to fall but not to fail.Mainly to deliver yourself to productive activity.Believing in yourself would be the greatest goals in life.It helps make thing change,while everything happen for a reason.Chances goes by and apportunities slip by,chances is i cant afford to miss the next flight!Though it lingers on my past thats all i have set a bliss to memory chained.Its always simple watching Barney and friends "i love u;u love me, we are happy family"...to be loved.Found my way home afterall.Cheers to 2010!A new beginning;A new start.